Shall I stay or shall I go?

Kinda stupid question to ask since I already booked my flight to Banff. But man I am so not settled! What to do is the question. But then I am sitting around doing nothing which is not going to help is it now?! ;)

I think I still can always go home if things turn out bad. Which is a great thing. Like not being stuck but having a home. But what scares me is - who is saying it is going to be better there. Definitely not economically!

Argh!